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when my final year project is coming to an end. 3 more days to the deadline, i caught myself asking this question in my head: what’s the objective of my final year project?
it means, weilin and i had been doing things aimlessly. whatever that was thrown to us, we just did it. okay fine, she did it, im damn grateful for all that she has done throughout this journey. all the shit that she had received from this weird woman sitting in the office, calling regina, wishing her a happy new year in a drunk tone.
what really irritates me was, it didnt go according to our plans because we were, yes very foolishly tricked into this. i remembered we wanted to do an event for our fyp.
this project, doesnt gives a sense of accomplishment like many others, but. still, i thank God, it aint that stressed up as compared to other teams. it was simple, slack if you die also want to use that word. but now as i look back, i couldnt imagine if i had an event to plan, to create, to think about marketing it, doing things from scratch, getting the people to come for the event, confirming all the logistics, meeting lecturers every week, working with a damn tight budget. plus. balancing it with a timetable of two 8am lessons. i swear, that would have killed me, not physically, but emotionally. running back to God and stay in bed all day is all that i’ll do if that all really happened for my project.
so! i thank God, for this project. it went pass us unknowingly in a sense, although we cant wait to complete it and say good-bye to it forever. but it was simple. and there were so much favour with the lecturers. thank God we changed lecturers, i believed it wasnt coincidental (: Sohcl, who made us start our report right from the start which really made us not to crack our brains like mad for ten thousand words. fl, for having so much faith in us that we dont have to meet her often, and still giving us good grades compared to what we’ve done.
but that’s not going to be the end. right now, when we’re faced with this sentence: our objectives are not clear and quite confusing. looks like its all going to flop. but no, 828 is so going to come true for me again this time.
i believe my God propers mistakes, even those that i made out of my own foolishness. i’m going to be awed by what’s going to happen to my project. my God has the last say. (:
so, if its not good, its not the end. i think, i feel so accomplished having to write a ten-thousand word report with only two brains! :D
oh, happy new year everyone. let your 2010 damn awesome kay. it will be awesome if you allow it to be!
for me, i’m leaving 2009 behind, moving forward and never look back. i know my God is good, and He is unfairly good to me. gooooooood-bye!
